Saturday, March 26, 2005
BAD
Why
Just to go back a few hours
I remember standing on the street
Breathing the cold air
I remember thinking of how much it felt like home
I remember breathing past
Wondering flying back in time
Thinking of all of you
Of how things didn't turn out to be
What we wanted them to be
Do you think that I could possibly say hi to you again
Without feeling this amount of guilt
Or this helplessness pulling me down
If I could only see you again
If I could tell you that I'm glad I knew you
What can I do cuz suddenly
I fear for them as I know how fragile they are
I see them now with different eyes
How fragile they were
As I'm selfish cuz you were mine
And I know you wont visit
Cuz I've been bad
Just to heal
I knew you would leave
And I had to accepted
Like it is easy to love
and loose
I'm bad so don't come
Can't you see I can't talk to you without seeing you are well
Don't you know that it feels like you are not there at all
You can't hear me call cuz I'm force to move on
I can't just walk depressed cuz I've lost contact with everyone
Most of the times I'm alone thinking of you
And you left your love which is my love
I have to take good care of her
Cuz she's fragile too
And I know I'll think of today
as a yesterday
But know I'm here even if you can't hear me call
And deep in my heart I know you are here with me
Even if I can't see you now
You'll live in me forever.
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