Friday, August 22, 2003
DONE
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME
DO YOU REALLY WANT AN ANSWER
CUZ I DON'T SEE THE POINT
IM DONE WITH YOU
I didn't ask for your help
You went into my stuff
without me knowing I needed help
figuring something out
You said you've talked
with my father about me
How I've change
All for wrong
All for bad
You leave notes saying
Think how you act
Now I'm thinking your every single move
I'm not hiding information from you
You are no one for me to tell you
Why is that you feel free
to say whatever you feel I need to know
I don't want you to judge me
I don't want to know what you think of me
I don't want you to act
like you know something about me
You act all angry like it involves you
Well its my life and I do not need
nor want that kind of help
You come to me and say what a mood
I learnt to cry and hide when I was young
I used to clean, clean, clean
and eat after cleaning your mess
I learnt to starve and hide
I hide and you enter without notice
You act like you are angry at me
I used to hate life
Now life outside this house feels good
And its not that good but somehow it feels ok
Somewhere this whole fakeness had to fall down
I'm hiding and I'm holding my tears
I'm tired and I'm nervous
Of every past fear present
Well I read your note
After a long day of hope
After all my misery I enjoyed
My enemy surprised me today
He said nice things and
I saw him as human as me
I waited on my break in the park
The sun was nice when it hit my eyes
I talked to new friends
And they showed admiration
It felt good and I notice them fine
I laughed at their jokes and
I laughed at their jokes
Cuss I found them funny
It was a really good time we shared
I had a long way home
By sub and train
I tried to forget
It was nice to get home
To your note
Please fuck her
I just don't need neither of you in my life
And don't worry I could never stand her.
Copyright 2003 Ana Toniolli
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