Saturday, December 27, 2003
10 PM
I didn't know
believe me
I didn't know
I wanted you
But I couldn't do it
I can not do it again
I want you to say something
before I go insane
All the energy I used
trying to picture us
together and now
I'm empty thinking carefully
of the right terms to tell you
what I need
My conclusion is that
I'm not good for you
I realized that sitting in your porch last night
as the lights went on and off
the rain started falling from the sky
and I knocked over and over again
but you were not home at eleven p.m.
And I couldn't tell
what my thoughts were before ten
I could have waited
but felt like a completely stalker
I'm trying to find the way
the right words to tell you
how I feel about you
Yesterday I walked away
and today I feel so empty
I gave an answer to myself
and it was the easy one
the one fear created
this morning I remembered it all
and I'm stuck right were I was
at ten p.m. last night.
Copyright 2003 Ana Toniolli
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