Thursday, August 26, 2004
YOU CHOSE HER
July just left
Do you remember some years ago
Cold snow falling from the sky
A fight in the street
I could not let go
I was defending my rights
You said ok
And then became my best friend
That day I was really angry at you
I went to dinner alone
I went ice skating by myself
I enjoyed staring at the stars
Throwing rocks to the water
While the group went to dance
I had the same feeling I have now
I don't ever accept what others say
And I don't talk about love
But If I don't ever say what I really feel
It's because you never say whats in your mind
I'm always the one
Who would risk everything for anyone
For people like you
Who are always there to pick up the medals
But you know what's funny I love losing too
and I'm always alone when that happens
You did the same everybody does
Maybe I misunderstood your signs
I should had trusted my guts
I didn't like you at first
Then I saw you run desperate
To rescue me after I had fallen
From the top of the mountain
I said don't worry I'm fine
I always get myself into trouble
You said you are really brave
I love you
One week after we came back
You chose her
You chose her
Later I thought
Did you change your mind
Because of that tattoo of yours
Your ex and her share the same initials
But that can't be it right?
She shaved her legs in front of you
She was cute I admit it
And she was a friend
I did see you staring
I just could not believe
You
All that time
I had fun by myself
Played my best enjoying alone the nice weather
They were all angry at me
At some point they realized what I've said
And I became a leader again
In the lobby everybody said
You look really good in the group pictures
I was invited to paint that stupid famous wall
I thought
This is the first chance in my life
I can actually forgive without caring
And thought if you
were smart enough you would know
How I felt
But you chose her
But you chose her
Later I thought
Did you change your mind
Because of that tattoo of yours
They both have the same initials
Oh my god
But I was wrong
I won some games
I lost some others
I tried and I had fun alone
With your nice words in my head
With you running to give me a present
With you later running to say hi
With you running to say are you fine
I got confuse
Glad I did never say a word
Though it felt horrible
To see you kiss her.
Copyright 2003 Ana Toniolli
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