SO SICK

Today's one week since I had the first symptoms of this flu/cold. As of today I don't think I'll ever be able to breath again, my larynx is literally on fire.

I have tried it all. Lots of liquids, hot tea, honey, soap, coffee, booze, but nothing calms the pain and the aching, I feel like my soul is itching.

One cup of coffee and it came to me. There's no way out, no cure, fever delusions make me dream of cutting my throat and taking the virus out by myself, but I fought those crazy feelings and decided to attack it with all the useless drugs in the world. They didn't work alone so maybe If I mix them all together they will gain more power who knows.

And because I'm not a big fan of blood I introduce to you my army:

Some meds for my migraines, some skin care products for my nasal area (don't laugh), cough medicine, tic tacs seem to stop the constant coughing for like 2 minutes in the middle of the night, add to that mix some water and I guarantee that you'll at least hallucinate you are healthy.

So far this virus seems to be new in town (Buenos Aires), attacking larynxes of innocents and staying there for more time than anyone can handle without losing their mind, and at the end of the day all we can do is wait till our delicate immune systems stop being so girly girls about it and fight the fuckers out of us, or till we take major actions and someone writes our cause of death that would read something like this: "massive blood lost caused by a deep and wild cut in the neck. I can't say if they were suicidal or just plain Psychotic trying to remove viral cells, but the injuries seem to be self induced, notice the smile on their faces".